Missing in action ...

OK so strictly speaking, not much "action" going on in the Jewell B&B ... other than co-ordinating taxi trips to and from stations/shops/schools/playdates/etc, inbetween wondering what to offer guests to eat at various mealtimes and trying to plan our life around accomodating extra visitors wanting to see those staying with us but who from reason only know to themselves think it is far easier to to organise the 10 of us around their (singular use of the word 'their') social calendar. Am I finding it all tiresome/irritating/frustrating ... just a tad! So I've beeing tagged by Jo dahlink .. (thanks for getting me back into the blogging hunicakes) and have to detail 10 things that have scared me... eeek i hate voicing my fears makes them seem too real!! Righty ho .. deep breath.... 1.Thoughts of anything happening to my children/husband/family/friends 2. running in from school when I was 9years old and finding my granpa lying dead on the floor, 3.the image of my child running into the living room with blood pouring down both arms having cut both her thumbs on an apple segmenter requiring stitches, 4. Countless stays in ICU oxygen tents with the twins battling to breathe when they were small because a stupid paed didn't think to run a simple blood test to find they had an immune defficiency, 5, rushing to hospital & carrying limp baby with blue mouth into A&E on a regular basis for the reason previously mentioned (we were living in Zimbabwe at the time quicker to drive oneself to hospital than call an ambulance),6.being on a train from London with drunk football supporters spoiling for a fight (aggression of any kind terrifies me) 7.My sister getting cancer and me living too far away to be of any practical help when she was going through chemo etc, 8 The threat of liver cancer & the thought that my children would battle to remember me if I died because they were so young at the time (thankfully the tumour was benign) 9. My dad passing out in the Rhino camp (dad's are invincible aren't they?) 10. Getting a short, sharp shock when our house (in Zim) was struck by lightening twice ... being left in total darkness wth the smell from burnt out plug sockets and appliances. Whew writing all that brought back a load of emotions .. quite exhausting really. On that note dahlings I shall say 'Goodbye for Now' ... Hope your day is blissful ...MWAH PS Sorry for the no pic post but blogger dearest won't let me up load any today PPS I shall tag the Volleyball Nutter Allie next

4 comments:

Allie said...

OMG hun! Sending you lots of {{{{hugs}}}} for your fears and for being stretched in numerous directions at the same time. Axx

joanna said...

Oh my goodness, Deb - I wish I hadn't put you through that now!! I'm sorry you're being pulled in all directions - roll on the time when your visitors have departed and you can have the house to yourselves again. {{{hugs}}} hun xxx

Ann Freeman (mafswife) said...

Sending you some huggles Debs - it sound slike you need them - and as for listing your fears - you brave thing...! Not sure I would know where to start

So explain this tagging friends things? I don't get it (p.S I've only been bloggiing for 3 days so not surprisingly really!!)

Have loved reading yours (linked via Mayoress Rachel) so always have so much going on and I didn't realise our little ones were so close in age - Bob was 2 only last week. Catch up soon eh? Ann x

Alison Docherty said...

wow.....fears...they make us scared but you have got through each and everyone of them....this is your strength
Alxxxxxx